Story of my life= PART 5?

so i was currently interested in Bill and John. Bill and I became closer and more friendly. We currently talk on IM regularly. We also txt. We like each other. I am not sure if i love him. But he is my friend, like a brother. But i was still confused about John and Joe. I wanted to respond to Joe's undying love but i am not sure i like him. But i feel so honored that he would like me, i feel like i want to at least try to like him, But if i liked him, or loved him, i would be shunned by all my other friends and it would be very awkward and bad. But i dont know if i should keep trying for John or Bill. Or should i go back to Fred or Bob? what should i do. PLEASE HELP ME.